Half -assed alternative model.
Welcome to Life.exe!
I spent a lot of years trying to find something that made me feel like I had purpose. I tried a lot of different things. Some of those things included attaining unrealistic (for me anyway) societal expectations. Meet someone, fall in love, get married, buy a house, have a baby (Granted, I did these things a little out of order, and the house thing still hasn’t happened). Only one of these things really gave me any kind of purpose: my daughter. Everything else was just kind of a mish mash of life experience that shaped me as a person. It wasn’t until recently that I really figured out who I was, what I wanted and what I was supposed to do. Even still, those details are hazy but that’s whats fun about life, it’s unpredictable.
So here I am, writing about my life experiences. Hopefully I can provide something helpful for other people. If not, that’s okay too. Writing things down tends to help with my overbearing control issues. Maybe that’s why my partner suggested I start a blog.